Life is like a box of chocolates you never what your going to get.....

In April we found out that we were expecting our first BABY! AAAAHHHHHH! I was so scared and didn't know how we were going to have to a child....we weren't trying to have a baby and I was on the pill yes you lucky people you've just met the 1% of people who get pregnant on the pill. For the first few weeks I was not very excited about this adventure in our life! As I started to tell a few people I got more excited for this little baby to come I even bought it a cute little BYU onsie (for Jamin mostly cause I could careless about that school).

We had a first Dr visit and I was so nervous! He did his thing and told me that my uterus tilted back and that is very normal and not to worry about anything, next he got out his little heart monitor thing and started to listening for the heart beat after a few minutes he couldn't find anything...he reassured us that everything was ok and it was normal with a tilted uterus not to hear the heart beat and I wasn't exactly sure how far along I was (I've learned keeping track of your period is a very good thing and its something I am doing now). He told us to go schedule an ultrasound so that they could measure the baby and know exactly how far along I was. We went to schedule our ultrasound and to our surprise that next appointment was a week away.

After one very long stressful week we went to get our ultrasound....things didn't turn out so good! They found my tiny 9 wk old baby but it had no heart beat....we had lost our baby! I was heartbroken! I've never felt pain and sadness like that before! We then scheduled a D&C procedure to be done. The next few days were really hard I didn't feel normal my body just felt off and sick. I was so nervous for the D&C I've never had any procedure done let a lone really been in a hospital before! I had the procedure done and everything went fine, by the next day I felt pretty normal just sad! I couldn't figure out why it happened to me, I know it happens to women all the time and it is a very common thing to have a miscarriage but I just didn't feel it was fair for me to have to! I know life is full trials and they only make you stronger and this trial has definitely made me stronger and has brought me and Jamin closer. I know the lord wont put any mountain in front of me that I can't climb. I now know I've been through the hardest part of getting pregnant that if it was to ever happen again I know that I will be able to pull through it! I'm so blessed with such an amazing family who was there for me night and day!! I love them all so much!

The next few months

Not much happened the next few months we worked and Jamin was busy with school! On April 9th we celebrated our 2 year anniversary...we didn't do much but go to dinner. The past 2 years have been the best 2 years of my life! Jamin even said being married to me for 2 yrs is better than the 2 yrs he served a mission haha! I couldn't ask for a better husband! Love you Honey!

Next I took a girls trip with my sister Emma and Reese and my sister in law Chjori to visit my grandparents in New Mexico....the trip was shorter than I would have liked it to be we had a lot of fun and did a lot of shopping! I got to see my cousin Sonya that I haven't seen in past 8 yrs and finally meet her cute little girls, they are so cute and funny! (I wished that I had pictures but I am lame and forgot). We also spent some time with my Granny Oma we got a nice tan chatting with her outside for a couple hours and my Auntie Lori! I love my family so much and hate how far away they live but love every second I get to spent with them.

A BEAUTIFUL New Mexico sunset!! I love New Mexico mostly cause that is where my family is...but I do think it is so pretty! We also played at white sands....we built amazing sand tunnel. White sands is like rolling hills of snow but its sand and its not cold! I have so much fun every time I go!
Emma and Reese Playing in the sand!


Me and the cute Chjori! I had so much fun spending time with my sister in law! Love you!


My cute Granny holding a picture of my sister April she was so sad that she couldn't come with us so I decided to take her with us any ways! I had so much fun going on this girls trip it was much needed and I missed my grandparents so much! They are really the best out there I'm a lucky girl! I feel sad that I didn't take a lot of pictures but I always forget or I look like a freak so I just delete them haha!

MEOW!

So in Oct. before we moved we asked our landlord if we could have a pet and she said sure....so one day I was really sick and Jamin was helping his parents and my mom and sister were taking care of me I asked them if we could stop at the pet store and just look......when we walked in I went straight to the kitties! To my surprise they had orange tabbies which is the kind of kitty I wanted so I picked one out to just hold and snuggle. As soon as I picked her up I told my sister I'm never putting back and I left the store with the worlds cutest orange kitty! I names her Weasly I know she is a girl but she is orange and it just had to be her name! I never told Jamin I was getting her so he was pretty surprised when he got home! We hadn't moved yet so we had to hide our cute kitty for a few weeks and she came every where with me! She even had a sleep over with me Emma and Reese one night! She fits in our family so prefect!

We MOVED!

We left our small stinky, cold apartment in Lehi for a BIGGER BETTER apartment in Lindon....I love our place we live in a basement apartment! Our landlord is the BEST and so sweet! I love living here and I'm afraid I might never leave haha! The best thing about this place is I don't have to share the washer and dryer so I can wash my clothes whenever I want and if I want I can leave them in there! We also have a dishwasher I've never had a dishwasher in my life...needless to say Jamin does the dishes mostly cause I'm not to good at loading it!


This is our cute kitchen....we don't have that table anymore I sold it to pay off some bills!


Our washer and dryer its sooooo nice to have our own and not have to share I don't have to ask the neighbors to take there clothes out of the dryer.


The living room.....we have gotten a bigger TV that Jamin loves so much and it was FREE!(the one good thing about Jamins job)


The bathroom....it doesn't look like this anymore I took these pictures after we moved and I have done some redecorating. I love the bathroom cause there is a tub that I can enjoy a nice hot bubble bath my favorite.


Our bedroom it is nice and has 2 awesome closets one of each of us!

I love our little place so much and believe it or not its a lot bigger and the same price as the one we lived in before!